Sometimes I think about periods of when I was most happy in my life.
I suppose there were times when I was younger and I was content.
I accepted things for what they were and I found joy from simple things.
But it was just under 2 years ago when I believe I was truly happy.
I didn't know it at the time. I look back now and miss everything back then.
I felt new & excited. Maybe for the first time ever, I felt like I really mattered.
Since then, my life hasn't changed drastically I guess.
But things have changed enough for me to feel lost... Unsure. Unfulfilled.
There are questions that are unanswered and everything seems so complex.
I don't understand why this has happened, and I don't know how to fix it.
I feel like a light has gone out, or there is a piece missing in my life.
And I'm left in the dark....... Again.
