I'm trying to get my head straight
I'm playing in a game that I can't win
Started in the wrong place
A slap to the cold face of love
I want to stop this goddamn beating heart
It's killing me, this is killing me
I'm trying to get my head straight
I didn't see the warning signs ahead
I'm feeling like a dead weight long gone
If I could make it alright, I would
I never thought I'd say these things to you
And it's killing me, this is killing me
I can't stop this train, I can't get off
But I can't go back, I've come too far to stop
There's too many signs to read them all
There's too many roads, I need to stumble down
I got to get my head straight
I never thought a day like this would come
I'll never be the same way, as once
I wanna know if this is for real
I got to know what fate has planned for me
I give in, I give in
Believe me when I say
There's something I wish I could say